Dear Nate (Part 2)

I apologize in advance for the all-around-ness of this blog-letter. I'm trying to say lots of stuff without saying things I've said in my actual letter to Nate.


Dear Nate,
It's June 11, 2011. One year since we started our crazy dating adventure. And what an adventure it was. As I have said so many times before, its been so amazing. In a year we've gone from I'm-so-nervous-around-you-that-my-hands-are-shaking-and-I'm-blushing-I-like-you-a lot 
to 
I'm-so-comfortable-with-you-I-never-want-to-be-without-you-and-I'm-always-going-to-love-you-how-has-it-only-been-a-year? 


I've really only known you for almost two years but it feels like I've known you my entire life. It feels like you've always been my best friend. I'm so very glad I found you (or you found me or something). I thank God every single day for the amazing guy he placed in my life. I thank Him for His incredible timing. Neither of us were looking for the other. We had just left that in His hands. He saw that very time when we each needed a best friend. I prayed for a long time for someone who would understand everything about me, but every time I thought I found that person it turned out that they never really understood. Then you and your family walked into my church. The absolute last place I thought I'd find someone. That night is permanently etched into my brain. I'll always remember staring at the back of your head and wondering so many things.


That night in November when I asked you to be my friend, I never thought we would end up here. I've said this before but I never thought that we would be best friends let alone fall in love! I'm so glad we did. 
Nate, I couldn't ask for a better guy. I know that you don't see what I do but you really are the most amazing guy ever. You are awesome, funny, nice, smart, a very "good-looking boy", my bestest friend,  the one person most like me, totally incredible, and you love God more than me. You are absolutely everything I prayed for. You're everything I've ever wanted. It was crazy, but I prayed for a guy with brown hair and well...you have brown hair. =) 


Thank you for making my life amazing. You are the very best thing that has happened to me. The past year has been the happiest time of my life. I don't think I would do it any differently if I had the chance.


Thank you for the songs, the letters and the random notes you've written me. I'm not sure if I've told you this or not but they mean a lot to me. I still smile every time I read one of them. 
I'm not sure how you've put up with me for an entire year but you have.You've put up with my extreme hyperness, my bad moods, my random crying, and you haven't run away screaming (which is shocking) yet. That makes me happy.


Nate,  I can't see how I could ever live without you. I love you more than anything. I always will. No matter what. 
Happy One Year, My Love.


Love,
Your Meg


P.S. Do you remember that time you sent me this song? I still love it as much as I did the first time I heard it.