...I may feel like a fool, but I'm the only one dancing with you...

Hi! This is another sappy blog post. So, people, it's the same rules/options as before. In case you forgot they are:

First option: Don't read any further. This seems like the easiest and most sanitary thing to do.

Second option: Get a barf bag. This is a pretty good option but it might get messy...*shrug*

Now that we've got that out of the way, let's go.

Have you ever had a person in your life who made you forget? Forget all your problems, your fears, your stress, everything.

Have you had a person that makes you completely and utterly happy, even on the worst day possible?

That's what Nate is for me. When I'm having a bad day, Nate somehow makes everything better. Sometimes just a simple "I love you" text or some such thing makes me happy.

Lately, I find myself stressed over a lot of things. Finding a job, figuring out what to do with my life, etc. When I'm randomly dancing with Nate and I'm looking in his eyes, I forget everything. My stress dissolves like an ice cube in hot water. I can't think of anything depressing or stressful. All I can see is Nate and how much I love him. He's pretty much everything to me.

Nate is seriously the most amazing guy I've ever met. He is exactly the person I prayed for. He's my best friend. Sometimes it scares me how alike we are. Even after months and months we're still finding out things we have in common.

What I like most about Nate is how much he loves God. It's so completely obvious whether he's saying it or writing it. He is always encouraging me in my walk with God whether he knows it or not. We have had several conversations concerning Christ and what He's doing in our lives, what He's showing us, and our convictions. Those are some of my favorite conversations. I thank God every single day for my Nate. I love him lots. =)

As I said before, Nate makes me happy. Even when I just feel like sitting down and crying or just being mopey and depressed, he makes me smile. Even laugh. Though he doesn't get it, he's hilarious. I'm constantly chuckling at what he says or does. These days, I frequently laugh until I cry.

Whether I'm sitting on the couch with Nate's arms around me, holding his hand, or just talking to him about everything and nothing in particular, I'm happy. Really, really happy.

I really wasn't planning on posting something so sappy. I actually kind of feel like I'm copying Nate's post from the other day since I've been going on about his amazingness but it's a time that calls for it. See, yesterday was our 300th day dating *smiles* and Monday is our 10 month anniversary. Double digits! *is excited* It's gone by pretty fast. It's amazing how far we've come in the bit over a year (ok so it's been over a year and a half...ish.) since we met. I told myself a little bit after we met that I wouldn't fall in love with him, yet...here I am. And I couldn't be happier. =)

Dear Nate,
I love you so very much. You have made my life so much better than it ever was. Happy 301 days/ early 10 months. =)
Love,
Meg

~I'm in love and no beginner
Could ever grasp or understand just what he means~
(Both this and the title were taken from "Baby Blue Eyes" by A Rocket to the Moon)

Note: I changed a word. "He" was originally "she" and that just wouldn't do for obvious reasons. =)